indousa
17-02-09, 06:41
When I was still living in Indonesia, when I went out, many people called me "Chinese!" or made comment such as, "You Chinese, go back to China!" Discrimination was a way of life. Even my own classmates, close friends that I was used to hang out with, would call me Chinese. It was such a big deal then.
The last time I went to Indonesia is 3 years ago. I don't know how long you guys have been in Indo. When I was there, the president was still Soeharto. My whole life there I had never experienced different president. Also, I didn't live in a big city so there were not as many Chinese descents in my town. At the time, the big city people were much friendlier to the Chinese (before riot May 1998). So, many Chinese who lived in the bigger cities didn't experience much of segregation as I had experienced. I was born in Indonesia, Indonesia was the only country I knew but the people didn't accept me as a citizen. It was a very painful experience...
But 3 years ago I went to visit Indonesia for the first time since I left. I noticed the different! No one called me Chinese when I visited my old town. (Well, people actually thought I was a tourist from Korea or Japan, he he...) I talked to some Chinese people there, they told me that Indonesia is now embrace Chinese culture. Now Chinese New Year is allowed to celebrate. The dragon is back. I remember, that the Chinese temple close to my family's home wasn't allowed to have dragon. When my father was naturalized to become an Indonesian citizen, he had to change his name to Indonesian name.
I met a few Chinese-Indonesians who now live in Singapore leaving Indonesia due to riot in 1998 telling me how the situation at the time. (I left before that so I only knew about the riot from the news and what others told me - probably what I heard was worse than what happened, I don't know... but it sounded very traumatic to me) She told me that some people were in their pajamas leaving everything behind to fly to Singapore. It took me years to have the courage to return to Indonesia. When I went to visit Indonesia... I was very surprised that people no longer call me Chinese. I am very proud and impressed with how Indonesia today where the Chinese generations can live side by side with the native. Even some celebrities are Chinese. I never saw that before when I was there.
I was feeling so bitter about my experience living there but now I can get over it.
The last time I went to Indonesia is 3 years ago. I don't know how long you guys have been in Indo. When I was there, the president was still Soeharto. My whole life there I had never experienced different president. Also, I didn't live in a big city so there were not as many Chinese descents in my town. At the time, the big city people were much friendlier to the Chinese (before riot May 1998). So, many Chinese who lived in the bigger cities didn't experience much of segregation as I had experienced. I was born in Indonesia, Indonesia was the only country I knew but the people didn't accept me as a citizen. It was a very painful experience...
But 3 years ago I went to visit Indonesia for the first time since I left. I noticed the different! No one called me Chinese when I visited my old town. (Well, people actually thought I was a tourist from Korea or Japan, he he...) I talked to some Chinese people there, they told me that Indonesia is now embrace Chinese culture. Now Chinese New Year is allowed to celebrate. The dragon is back. I remember, that the Chinese temple close to my family's home wasn't allowed to have dragon. When my father was naturalized to become an Indonesian citizen, he had to change his name to Indonesian name.
I met a few Chinese-Indonesians who now live in Singapore leaving Indonesia due to riot in 1998 telling me how the situation at the time. (I left before that so I only knew about the riot from the news and what others told me - probably what I heard was worse than what happened, I don't know... but it sounded very traumatic to me) She told me that some people were in their pajamas leaving everything behind to fly to Singapore. It took me years to have the courage to return to Indonesia. When I went to visit Indonesia... I was very surprised that people no longer call me Chinese. I am very proud and impressed with how Indonesia today where the Chinese generations can live side by side with the native. Even some celebrities are Chinese. I never saw that before when I was there.
I was feeling so bitter about my experience living there but now I can get over it.